Missed Oppurtunities

Why did I not buy Appan a watch? It was something he always wanted but he never said that to us, though if we were sensitive enough we would surely have picked up the signs. Then why did I not do it, I did so much else but some things like buying him a new shirt, under garments, a watch etc just did not occur to me. Why? Now when I am conscious of it, he is not there for me to do it. Life ends so fast and so unexpectedly that it makes sense to not put off things till the time is right. The right time is always now and lucky are those who have the sense to get things done when needed.